The whole Nirvana craze kind of confused me - here you had an "anti-commerical" leader of one of the most commerical bands of the era. Those MTV videos aimed straight for the high school/frat boy crowd, yet Cobain always spoke out against just that. Seemed Kurt wanted to have his cake and eat it too. His suicide is even stranger, it's like it was meant to be....that there was no other way out. I remember he had tried suicide and was unsuccessful, but instead of seeinng help or friends getting help for him, he just turned to it again. It all seemed like a publicity stunt and that he's alive and well somewhere right now. At least that's what I hope. Sad to die for something you never really believed in, so I won't even entertain the thought. Kurt is working at a convenience store in Wilkes-Barre, PA. Yeah, that's it.
And Jeff....why did he jump in that river with his boots on? Suicide? His career was just taking off; people were just beginning to appreciate that voice and his unique solo guitar style. He fretted over not producing like his dad, who'd made eight albums by the time he was 26 or 27 and Jeff had only made one....but is that a reason to seek eternal darkness?
I can only imagine the pain both must have endured to even think of suicide....I pray nobody has to go thru such a horrible experience.