NOT A PHASE

1. Cursory Glance (about feelting lust and attraction) (1:50)
2. Dark Room (dedicated to DeAnne) (7:16)
3. The Dimensions of the Soul (about the thrill of the chase) (10:32)
4. Something to Find (about the build up and dissentegration of missed opportunities) (11:54)
5. Pretty Strong Lies (dedicated to Mary) (4:44)
6. Caterpillar Tree remix (dedicated to myself at a pivitol moment of self-acceptance with sexuality) (3:12)
7. Clairvoyance (about falling in love) (9:34)
8. The Magick That Is You (on finding a partner who accepts you for you, dedicated to Grant) (8:10)
9. Nothing Could Save Me (dedicated to Ariel) (7:02)
10. Closer (about making to deep emotional connections, dedicated to Grant) (8:54)
11. Day Glow (about healing your inner child) (4:47)
12. My Suspended Senses (dedicated to Emily) (7:52)
13. Disappear (dedicated to both Grant and Emily) (8:30)
14. Lights Out (about longing for the next encounter) (9:54)
15. Memeplexes (dedicated to Shandi) (10:10)
16. Waiting is the Hardest Part (about longing and desire, dedicated to Alexa) (2:32)
17. You Don't Know What It's Like (dedicated to Alyssa) (11:28)
18. Haunt You (dedicated to Kari and my rejected kiss) (4:56)
19. Bedroom Noises (about late night fantasies) (2:48)
20. Love Song (about making love) (4:04)

Total Time 140:09

- Rachel Evans / performer

Artist statement:
"This 20-track compilation serves as a digital mixtape of pieces that have deeper meaning for me personally related to discovering, exploring and accepting my own sexuality. Some were expressions intended to capture the emotional highs or lows of particular feelings while others are associated with specific memories of others I loved. Some reciprocated, and some not... it has been a long journey with compositions and songs spanning 15 years."

Digitally Self-released via Bandcamp on June 28, 2023