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VOTOMS ![]() Forum Senior Member ![]() ![]() Joined: April 18 2013 Location: KOBAIA Status: Offline Points: 1420 |
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HolyMoly ![]() Special Collaborator ![]() ![]() Retired Admin Joined: April 01 2009 Location: Atlanta Status: Offline Points: 26138 |
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Edited by HolyMoly - August 09 2013 at 08:26 |
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VOTOMS ![]() Forum Senior Member ![]() ![]() Joined: April 18 2013 Location: KOBAIA Status: Offline Points: 1420 |
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I'm glad that I have failed. Because today I'm feeling better. But my own psychiatrist said that I'm okay just because of music and my girlfriend. btw, he said that my early submissive life it the reason of my obsession for nonsense, avant-garde and sci-fi, something like a getaway from unbearable sameness, and this pretty helps me nowadays too.
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HolyMoly ![]() Special Collaborator ![]() ![]() Retired Admin Joined: April 01 2009 Location: Atlanta Status: Offline Points: 26138 |
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My other avatar is a Porsche
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VOTOMS ![]() Forum Senior Member ![]() ![]() Joined: April 18 2013 Location: KOBAIA Status: Offline Points: 1420 |
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best mov i watched this year
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Smurph ![]() Forum Senior Member ![]() ![]() Joined: January 11 2012 Location: Columbus&NYC Status: Offline Points: 3167 |
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Drank 5 bottles of cough syrup and 7 Vicodin. Was either goin to die or trip my balls out. I tripped my balls out. Another time took 45 Benadryl. Another time took 45 Benadryl again. Went mentally insane for 12-15 hours. The kind where you don't know you're mentally insane. Not really a suicide attempt those times. Kind of intentionally wanted to drive myself to the point of that. Very brooding. Frightening. Don't do that. Very intense. But that's all. Not really full intent. But also I never pussed out and called friends or the hospital. And I used to called the suicide hotline about twice a week. Sometimes in a character. Sometimes it was real. But the misery was always real. I'm still sad but been sober from self harm and the hotline for 4 months. |
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The Bearded Bard ![]() Special Collaborator ![]() ![]() Honorary Collaborator Joined: January 24 2012 Location: Behind the Sun Status: Offline Points: 12859 |
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BTW, I've always thought Köllen's death was more an accident than a deliberate suicide. Didn't he die of carbon monoxide poisoning while listening to some tracks off his solo album on his car's cassette player while running the engine in his garage? Edited by The Bearded Bard - August 09 2013 at 08:53 |
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Smurph ![]() Forum Senior Member ![]() ![]() Joined: January 11 2012 Location: Columbus&NYC Status: Offline Points: 3167 |
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Lucas. You're awesome. No more of super sadness. |
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twseel ![]() Forum Senior Member ![]() ![]() Joined: December 15 2012 Location: abroad Status: Offline Points: 22767 |
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So apparently everyone here IS depressed. Am I doomed?
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VOTOMS ![]() Forum Senior Member ![]() ![]() Joined: April 18 2013 Location: KOBAIA Status: Offline Points: 1420 |
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Oh, and I tried to kill myself when I was I child, a lot of times. I take pills since my 7~8 years old.
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rushfan4 ![]() Special Collaborator ![]() ![]() Honorary Collaborator Joined: May 22 2007 Location: Michigan, U.S. Status: Offline Points: 66918 |
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I'm not depressed, per se. I hate my job and that depresses me but not suicidal depressed. Just I want to quit my job depressed.
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